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Hello again,
So I'm back writing as you'll see and its my Birthday in 3 days time and I am super excited.
I'm not normally one of these people who gets excited about my Birthday but I'm turning 21 and I am very excited.
I'm so excited I'm like a four year old in December
I'm looking forward to summer though I'm torn over my travel plans. I want to go back to the States, I want to go to Wales to visit an Amazing Artist, and as ever Canada calls, and I wouldn't mind spending some time somewhere sunny.
Ooh I'm also going to upload some old artistic shots I found on my computer.
I wonder if anyone reads these?
Anyway that is all.
Stay Safe.
So I'm back writing as you'll see and its my Birthday in 3 days time and I am super excited.
I'm not normally one of these people who gets excited about my Birthday but I'm turning 21 and I am very excited.
I'm so excited I'm like a four year old in December
I'm looking forward to summer though I'm torn over my travel plans. I want to go back to the States, I want to go to Wales to visit an Amazing Artist, and as ever Canada calls, and I wouldn't mind spending some time somewhere sunny.
Ooh I'm also going to upload some old artistic shots I found on my computer.
I wonder if anyone reads these?
Anyway that is all.
Stay Safe.
Realisation of self
Hello to those who receive my journal,
I feel like utter rubbish. I have just spent the last 40 minutes crying my eyes out. Now I know you're all thinking what on earth is she telling us for, why not post this on facebook or twitter. Well the answer is I don't particularly want pity.
I have however come to the startling realization of :-
I think I'm being loving by reminding people of their appointments and that sort of thing, trying to keep them organized and paying bills and things.
However it would seem everyone else finds me bossy, patronizing and goodness knows what else.
I cannot cope with being the strong one anymore I look aft
FINISHED!!! The world can resume as normal
So that's it folks I have officially finished my course for this year. Which I can get back down to some writing well once I've sorted out a student loans for pay for level three that is.
I am beginning to wonder whether any body reads this journal because I never get any comments I suppose it would help if I went any found the rest of the people I know on here and if I had an avatar and uploaded some pictures and things. Or perhaps my journals are being read but they are sooooo dull no one feels that they have to comment on them. Or do I not give enough of a chance to jump in a reply? hmm I dunno anyway... much love to those out there that
Almost Finished!
Well Hello there,
I felt that all of you so very few people that are reading my journal entries would like an update into what is going on with me... well I suppose you could say alot has happened since we spoke last
1) they finally diagnosed my Grandad with Alzheimers
2) I split up with my boyfriend
3) I panicked abit because I thought I wasn't going to finish my course
4) In true me fashion I wrote a list of what I needed to finish my course and then roped everyone I could into having the things done that I needed
5) I got accepted to do my level three course
6) I got told I won't be able to get any funding to help with course fees f
Work
I hate it!
They've cut my hours and switched my actual job I feel like I've been relegated 2 and half years of perfect service to get f**ked about for being abit late and apparently taking too long. I can't keep fighting life anymore I'm tired. And what do I get from putting up a fight nothing...nothing but heartache and stabbed in the back, no one seems to care anymore. I honestly cannot remember the last time someone asked me how I was and genuinely meant it, or the last time someone who didn't work in a fast food/ takeaway cooked for me.
Why fight life? I don't seem to win.
Until next time, Stop fighting life folks it gets you nowhere.
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